The trip

OMG IT IS FRIDAY

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING NOT TO HAPPY.
I DON’T WANT TO COMPLAIN BECAUSE I AM BLESSED.
SO I ASK MYSELF OVER AND OVER AGAIN, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? . I MEAN I'M A HAPPY PERSON WHO SEEMS TO BE AT PEACE IN THIS THING CALLED LIFE. WHY YOU TURNING INTO THIS BITTER PERSON, BANGING ON BREAKFAST. GIVING THE KIDS A HARD TIME. GOING OFF IN THE STORE BECAUSE I DON’T AGREE WITH A FIFTY CENT FEE FOR USING MY CREDIT CARD.
SO I PUT A FEW THINGS ON THE TABLE TO REVIEW , HOPING TO FIND MY ISSUE SO THAT I CAN RESOLVE IT, MY ISSUES

1. SINGLE
2.. SINGLE
3. SINGLE

WAIT ……..
DID I JUST WRITE SINGLE THREE TIMES (REREADING WHAT I WROTE)
YEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT’S WHAT I WROTE OMG WHAT THE HELL
I'M OK WITH BEING SINGLE, I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR OVER 8 YEARS
WHY IS THIS AN ISSUE FOR ME NOW .
HAS THIS BEEN AN ISSUE?
AN IF SO WHY HAVE I NOT ADDRESSED THIS ISSUE?
BEING SINGLE IS MY CHOICE .
OR IS LIKE THAT MAN SAID IN THAT MOVIE , WOMEN WHO SAY THIS JUST CANT FIND A MAN.
FIND I MAN WOW …
I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A MAN SO NAW…..THAT’S NOT IT.
LET ME SEE .
OH OK I SEE…… IT JUST HIT ME
ITS NOT THE MAN I DON’T HAVE
ITS WHAT THE MAN HAS TO OFFER THAT’S MY ISSUE
SEX . THE LACK OF SEX HAS ME TRIPPING
WHAT SHOULD I DO?