PICKING UP A HOBBY

Here I sit in a blank state of mind wanting to write a new blog,
I love to write, in my Jr high school 7Th grade year I won second place in a school writing contest held by the glassboro county school district. But some how some where I let that passion to hold my pen slip throw the cracks of my life. WOW!!!!!
By the age of twenty I was married with two children(NO TIME TO WRITE),
time to go to work,! the children need to eat and hubby income is not enough.
I have been working for twenty years. My first two children are grown...thank God, my last child is almost in her teens and I'm not working due to family issues, stress and just to tell you the truth I needed a fucking break. I felt like I was going to breakdown and be in Gusta Hawkins 5150.

Which brings me back to, here I sit in a blank wanting to write a new blog. I have nothing but time on my hands. I'm home all day, It's been almost one year now relaxing thinking getting my mind right.
It's time to get back in the swing of things, which I found not to be so easy. My job scearch has been unsuccessful so far. So in a quest to pass the time and not feel like a dead beat, I need a hobby, writing came to mind(i may be really good and can make some money at it ) so i picked up this blog with the help of my oldest child . But what do I write about I drew a blank.
Oh... I can write about why I'm here! How not working has giving time to clear my mind, which helped me get back to one of the things I love to do and had figured I had no time for. Now that I'm at it , writing, I feel good yet so dumb. I had time for this all along, I love it. Now I am thinking I love to take pictures, I'm going to buy me a camera. Omg there are so many things I love to do, and I'm going to do them no matter what.
As that man in the matrix said IF YOU DON'T MAKE TIME , YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TIME.


I have learned so much about myself in this last few months of not working .
One important thing, is when theres work and no play, you can become a very unhappy person.
Success is not in how much money you make, what kind of car you drive or where you live, for me it is more about how you feel about yourself in life .