AS I WATCHED A VIDEO TODAY AND LISTEN TO THE WORDS OF THE SONG, I BEGIN TO FEEL LIKE THERE IS SOMETHING REALLY WRONG, WITH THE MUSIC THEY ARE PUTTING OUT TODAY... ITS JUST WHAT I THINK. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I LISTEN TO THE SONGS, I DANCE TO THE SONGS, BUT TODAY AFTER I POSTED THIS VIDEO ON ONE OF THE SOCIAL NETWORKS, I REALIZED I HAD NOT TRULY LISTEN TO THIS SONG, OR HAD I PAID CLOSE ATTENTION TO THE CONTENT OF THE VIDEO. AFTER DOING SO I AM WRITING THIS NOTE.

YOUR LOVE IS LIKE A DREAM IN WITCH I CAN NOT AWAKE I FIND MYSELF INHALING YOU WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE.
YOUR HANDS ON MY THIGHS, YOUR LIPS ON MY BREAST, OH MY GOD THERE IS NO TIME FOR ME TO REST.
ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT, I FEEL YOU BY MY SIDE.
TOUCHING ME KISSING ME CARESSING ME WITH YOUR LOVE.
I TOSS AND A TURN, TRYING TO GET A FIRM GRIP ON MY MIND.
I CANT DREAM OF YOU LIKE THIS, ALL THE TIME.
THE SOFTNESS OF YOUR SKIN, THE WIPE IN YOUR HIPS, THE WAY WE BUMP AND GRIND.
US WALKING THROUGH THE PARK TILL IT GETS DARK, US ON A BOAT AS WE FLOAT IN LOVE, US AT A TACO STAND HOLDING HANDS WAITING FOR OUR FOOD.
THIS IS NOT GOOD, I NEED TO REST.
THIS DREAM NEEDS TO END.
BECAUSE IN REAL LIFE, NONE OF THIS IS TRUE.
I DON'T EVEN TALK TO YOU.
THIS DREAM WILL NEVER COME TRUE.
I HAVE TO WAKE UP FROM THIS DREAM, OF OUR LOVE LIFE.
IT JUST AIN'T RIGHT
I HAVE TO SLEEP AT NIGHT WITH OUT YOU.

Love Love Love, I will fill My heart with love, peace, joy and happiness. Always giving the world a smiling face. Not worrying, about what has happen in my past. Not worrying about what I have to do in the future. I am the ruler of my life, throw Faith. I have the power to do what ever I have to do to survive. Be it walking door to door or it be tapping on this PC all day. I am the source to all thing in my life.

Your insurance needs, may be met, the question now is are you happy with them, do they meet your needs as a person?

PRACTICE MAKES PREFECT IN FAITH

To not drink gives me more straight to think. To not smoke gives more energy to walk folks, don't get me wrong, I do what I do.
But for the last few days, I have gave it a rest, and I feel at my best.
It is only fare, that I share this with you, what God and Love has done for me, you see.
A work in progress, is what I am .
Still have a way to go, you know.
I expect not to fall, but on the real, y'all know, how that go.
I feel good at times, but at the drop of a dime, I am on one, or out having fun, doing what I do.
Let me say this, what I do is getting to be, few and far in between.
Before I know it, what I do, won't be seen the same.
Not to be mean, but to be real, it can never bring on the feeling of shame.
My life wont be,full of Stress and alcohol.
I will claim my fame, in God's Name.
Heck between you and me, God always had his hands of grace on my life, yes he did.
In his time, here I stand the woman that I am Mother of three, Divorced, Survivor of heart brake, Friend to all.
Ready for all good things in life.
I had to wake up in life, practice my faith in God, and get to God's plan.
At first it was very hard, walking in faith.
The road to true self love looked so fare away, I stood in his name and watched my life thought process change.
Yes it seemed I was all alone, all my friends gone, this was kind of true, my friends became few, but I stand here to say to you, new friends will come, the type friends that get together in time of need, praying, they don't flee, or talk behind my back none of that crap.
Don't get me wrong, problem free is not my song.
What I will say, I put myself with people on the same path, so falling is not as bad as, when I had no real support.
I Put on my full armor of God,I did just what GOD said do "COME TO ME AS YOU ARE".
Doing what I do knowing God is working inside of me to be all he born me to be.
I walk in sin always they say, I say no way, I may fall in sin from time, to time.
I walk in faith, In this, it takes practice.
Practice makes Prefect.
IF YOU WANT IT, CLAIM IT, AND KNOW YOU WILL GET IT, WITH OUT A DOUBT.
WHEN IN DOUBT, LOOK AROUND AT ALL YOU HAVE GOT ALREADY, SPEAK TO IT.
TELL IT, I ASK FOR YOU, I GOT YOU.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU SPOKE IN TO YOUR LIFE, SO MANY TIMES BEFORE.
AND FOCUS ON WHAT YOU ARE ASKING FOR NOW.
KNOW, YOU ASKED, YOU GOT, YOU ASK, YOU WILL GET, AND WAIT .......
IN THE MEAN TIME, LOVE, WORK HARD, MAKE THE MOVES, AS IF YOU GOT IT ALREADY.
DOUBT CAN KILL A DREAM.
ALL GOOD THINGS TO ME.
EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE IS WORKING FOR MY NEEDS.
THIS UNIVERSE WILL PROVIDE ALL MY NEEDS AS I NEED THEM.

INSURANCE !

‎17 YEARS OF PROVIDING WHAT YOU REALLY NEED, SAVING FOLKS HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS A YEAR. TO NOT INBOX ME REQUESTING A FREE QUOTE IS YOUR BAD. TO SAVE MONEY AND GET WHAT YOU NEED IS A PLUS. FREE QUOTE, WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE, A SAVINGS.IN BOX ME FOR A FREE INSURANCE RATE TODAY

My Job Hunt

THE THINGS THEY SAID: WE CANT MEET YOUR PAY RATE STANDARD,
I AM UNEMPLOYED I HAVE NO PAY RATE STANDARD. DUHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! WELL WITH YOUR EXPERIENCE WE CANT PAY WHAT YOU DESERVE,
MY LAST JOB DIDN'T SO WHY WOULD YOU DUH DUH!!!!
WE ARE NOT HIRING AT THIS TIME BUT YOU CAN COME IN AND COMPLETE AN APPLICATION WE WILL PUT IT ON FILE.
DUH DUH DUHHHHHHHH!!!!! I WANNA JOB NOW.

I really wanna work man.
I really like to get up and get out and do things.
Sitting at home is not for me.
Even if I had lots of money I would still work.

I pray this does not offend employers
I was just kinda thinking
why cant I find job
and these things are my issues:::

I will stand in your grace as I run life's race. I will stand in your love when life slaps me with a war glove. I will stand in your name as I reach for my fame. I will stand in your blessings as my issues leave me guessing. I will sing your praise, in all life brings my way. In you lord I am strong, even thou i still do wrong, I come to as I am with no shame or passing of the blame. I am Janice.

That Man You Are

Love Love Love More More More......Sitting here thinking of you wonder what do I do to get with you, I like your style you always make me smile your so fine I would love to call you mines, those sexy lips, those white teeth, mmm and your skin tone, turns me on. That man you are, you and I together will go far. Take my hand let me call you my man.

The Game ..........

Hell Lets Play...........

DEATH WILL NOT BRAKE ME BUT MAKE ME STRONG

I DO NOT FEEL SAD TODAY, I HAVE CRIED NOT ONE TEAR, I HAVE NO FEAR OF TOMORROW, I AM NOT FILLED WITH SORROW, AS A MATTER OF FACT, I AM HAPPY, FILLED WITH JOY, PEACE, AND HAPPINESS, I HAVE PUT MY PAIN TO REST, I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, I HAVE TO EXCITE WITH OUT YOU, NOT BY MY CHOICE BUT BY GODS GRACE HE TOOK YOU FROM THIS EVIL PLACE. SO I AM HAPPY TO SEE YOU GO ON WITH NO PAIN THAT I STILL HAVE TO CLAIM, BIG BROTHER, MY MOTHER, UNCLE AND NANNA TO I LOVE YOU .

Sitting Here In This Chair

As I sit here in this chair I wonder where is my air . I can't breath, yet I live. I am in a maze of what will tomorrow bring. With so much death and hurt lies and deceit around me I feel like I am suffocating with pain.

Than I think of all my blessings all the love joy and peace the new life around me ,
I take a deep breath. I feel like I am floating in life's joy.

The up the downs the smiles the frowns
Sitting Here In This Chair.

WHAT WE ALL NEED

THE CHOICE IS YOURS... YOU CAN LIVE LIFE AS A VICTIM OF HURT..
:0(
OR YOU CAN LIVE AS AN OVER COMER OF HURT
;0)! LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT(hello).....
HEHEHE MY CHOICE IS TO(as we do so well)....
MAKE MY LIFE A GREAT ONE.......
AS AN OVER COMER OF HURT......HE HE YOU CAN'T TOUCH THIS.





GOD GIVE ME THE WILL TO EXCEPT THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE
ALSO GRANT MY THE THE KNOWLEDGE AND STRAIGHT TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN CHANGE...

TODAY IS A GREAT DAY, AS THE DAYS THAT HAVE PAST, AND AS WILL BE, THE DAYS TO COME. LIFE IS REALLY WHAT YOU MAKE IT, AS THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU, AS THEY HAPPEN TO US ALL, YOUR REACTION IS THE KEY TO YOUR OUT COME.

A FRIEND ONCE ASK ME " IF I TELL YOU SOMETHING WILL YOU PROMISE NOT TO GET MAD "
I REPLIED NO , BUT I WILL PROMISE NOT TO HIT YOU OR STOP BEING YOUR FRIEND BECAUSE OF IT.
YOU SEE TO SAY I WILL NOT GET MAD BEFORE SHE TELLS ME THIS SECRET, WOULD BE A LIE . BEING MAD IS AN EMOTION THAT SOMETIMES WE HAVE NO CONTROL OVER.
WHAT I CAN CONTROL IS MY REACTION ONCE I AM MAD. I HAVE A CHOICE TO HIT HER I HAVE A CHOICE TO BE A FRIEND.
LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.
MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE AT ALL TIMES . BEING IN CONTROL OF YOUR EMOTIONS CAN SAVE YOUR LIFE IN SO MANY WAYS. ANGER HAPPINESS JOY ALL EMOTIONS THAT CAN BE BROUGHT UPON WITH OUT WARNING, OUT OF YOUR CONTROL UPON SUDDEN IMPACT, ACTIONS TO THOSE EMOTIONS CAN BE CONTROLLED .
LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT .
IF WHEN YOUR MAD YOU LIKE TO FIGHT , GET HELP YOU CAN CONTROL IT
IF WHEN YOU GET HAPPY YOU LIKE TO DRINK TO MUCH AND SPEND MONEY, GET HELP YOU CAN CONTROL IT .
AND SO ON AND SO ON .

LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.

WHEN CLEANING HOUSE, SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO WASH THE WALLS , GET ALL THAT MESS.

Hezekiah Walker-God Favored Me Ft. Marvin Sapp And DJ Rodgers with lyric...

SINGLE

I AM SINGLE, ITS OK FOR ME TO MINGLE.
HOW MANY FRIENDS ARE TO MANY?
40 YEARS OLD AND AGING, ONE AT A TIME I FEEL CAGED IN, THIS SINGLE STATE OF MINE.
I FEEL I HAVE TO DATE A FEW AT A TIME, THAN MAKE A CHOICE BASED ON WHAT MAN REALLY HEARS THE BEAUTIFUL VOICE INSIDE OF ME.
DOES THIS SOUND SILLY, OR IS THIS REALLY HOW IT SUPPOSE TO BE.
SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME?

I DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED A PLAYER BY ALL OF THE HATERS THAT DON'T AGREE.
BUT TO TELL THE TRUTH BEING SINGLE IS NO LONGER WORKING FOR ME .
SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME?

ONE, TWO, THREE, CAN DATE ME AND I STILL BE A LADY.

I WANT A HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rihanna - Wait Your Turn

Pretty Me is all They See

I'm more than what you see on the out side of me.
Take your time and you will find, there is something great inside of my mine.
Stop trying to floss a pretty face to your friends.
Stop thinking about my body in sin.
Look into my eyes, stop look at me as if I am a prize, breast, ass, tits, and thighs.
I'm so sick of this shit man I need to get a grip I'm starting to trip.
Talk to me about more than how pretty I am and how you can't wait to put your hands on me. Talk to me about goals and dreams, show some interest in who i am, and plans for life. Mental stimulation is what I need a man that look at me to soon get on one knee. Well let me just say I am done having fun so if you looking my way to have fun and play, DON'T.......RUN AWAY.

SELF REFLECTION:

IF YOU DON’T RECOGNIZE THERE IS A PROBLEM HOW CAN YOU GET TO THE SOLUTION WE ALL HAVE THINGS ABOUT US WE DON’T REALIZE EXCITE WE ALL HAVE DOUBLE STANDERS