To not drink gives me more straight to think. To not smoke gives more energy to walk folks, don't get me wrong, I do what I do.
But for the last few days, I have gave it a rest, and I feel at my best.
It is only fare, that I share this with you, what God and Love has done for me, you see.
A work in progress, is what I am .
Still have a way to go, you know.
I expect not to fall, but on the real, y'all know, how that go.
I feel good at times, but at the drop of a dime, I am on one, or out having fun, doing what I do.
Let me say this, what I do is getting to be, few and far in between.
Before I know it, what I do, won't be seen the same.
Not to be mean, but to be real, it can never bring on the feeling of shame.
My life wont be,full of Stress and alcohol.
I will claim my fame, in God's Name.
Heck between you and me, God always had his hands of grace on my life, yes he did.
In his time, here I stand the woman that I am Mother of three, Divorced, Survivor of heart brake, Friend to all.
Ready for all good things in life.
I had to wake up in life, practice my faith in God, and get to God's plan.
At first it was very hard, walking in faith.
The road to true self love looked so fare away, I stood in his name and watched my life thought process change.
Yes it seemed I was all alone, all my friends gone, this was kind of true, my friends became few, but I stand here to say to you, new friends will come, the type friends that get together in time of need, praying, they don't flee, or talk behind my back none of that crap.
Don't get me wrong, problem free is not my song.
What I will say, I put myself with people on the same path, so falling is not as bad as, when I had no real support.
I Put on my full armor of God,I did just what GOD said do "COME TO ME AS YOU ARE".
Doing what I do knowing God is working inside of me to be all he born me to be.
I walk in sin always they say, I say no way, I may fall in sin from time, to time.
I walk in faith, In this, it takes practice.
Practice makes Prefect.
IF YOU WANT IT, CLAIM IT, AND KNOW YOU WILL GET IT, WITH OUT A DOUBT.
WHEN IN DOUBT, LOOK AROUND AT ALL YOU HAVE GOT ALREADY, SPEAK TO IT.
TELL IT, I ASK FOR YOU, I GOT YOU.
LOOK AT WHAT YOU SPOKE IN TO YOUR LIFE, SO MANY TIMES BEFORE.
AND FOCUS ON WHAT YOU ARE ASKING FOR NOW.
KNOW, YOU ASKED, YOU GOT, YOU ASK, YOU WILL GET, AND WAIT .......
IN THE MEAN TIME, LOVE, WORK HARD, MAKE THE MOVES, AS IF YOU GOT IT ALREADY.
DOUBT CAN KILL A DREAM.
ALL GOOD THINGS TO ME.
EVERYTHING IN THIS UNIVERSE IS WORKING FOR MY NEEDS.
THIS UNIVERSE WILL PROVIDE ALL MY NEEDS AS I NEED THEM.
