Monday, March 8, 2010
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY. YOU SEE I HAVE TO LIVE ON.I HAVE TO DO FOR ME . I HAVE TO FIND AWAY TO LIVE ON ANYWAY HERE ON EARTH WITH OUT YOU . I CANT SEEM TO GET IT RIGHT EVERY NIGHT I ASK MYSELF TIME AND TIME AGAIN , WHAT WILL I DO WITH OUT MY BROTHER FRIEND. SO I HAVE TO SAY TODAY , BYE BROTHER TROY BYE.I WILL SEE YOU ALL ON THE OTHER SIDE MAMA(1985), NANA(2008), UNCLE(2009), TROY(2010). I CANT STAY HERE IN THIS STATE OF MIND , I HAVE TO FIND AWAY TO LIVE ON ANYWAY.
Monday, March 1, 2010
TROY AKA DAIPER BKA BUB-BU
TROY LYNN HAWKINS
07/17/68 - 02/28/10

AT 630PM TROY NOISE BEGIN TO BLEED A MEDIUM FLOW. WE TRIED TO STOP IT WITH EVERY METHOD KNOWN TO US. I GOT ONLINE AND DID A SEARCH ON NOISE BLEEDS. CAME UP WITH ONLY ONE OTHER OPTION , OTHER THAN THE METHODS ALREADY TRIED BY US , IT READ : GO TO THE HOSPITAL. SO TROY GOT UPSET AND SAT THERE TILL 11PM BLEEDING FROM THE NOISE..
OH YEAH I HAVE TO REWIND FOR A MINUTE, HE HAD FAINTED TWICE AS HE WAS HELPING A FRIEND MOO HIS LAWN. SO AS I WAS SAYING HE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL ON MAY 18 2009 AT 11PM, WITH A NOISE BLEED. TODAY MY BROTHER IS DEAD. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HAS HAPPEN. I DON'T GET HOW THIS HAPPEN . THEY SAID HE HAD LEUKEMIA , WHAT THE HELL. COME ON GIVE ME A BREAK , YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME . YOU CANT BE FOR REAL ABOUT THIS .
OK OK OK OK SO WHAT PEOPLE BEAT LEUKEMIA EVERYDAY .
HE IS STRONG HEALTHY IN EVERY AREA
SO HE
WE CAN BEAT THIS .......
02/28/10
9 MONTHS LATER HE HAS DIED ....
STILL I DON'T BELIEVE IT
I CAN'T RECEIVE IT
IN MY HEART I KNOW ITS TRUE
HE IS GONE
NOW THEY TALKING ABOUT A FUNERAL
WHAT THE HELL YOU SAY .
COME ON NOW..... MAN
ARE YOU FOR REAL
IS A THIS A JOKE
CAN I DO THIS
NO NO NO AND HELL NO
I WILL NOT
I CAN NOT
DON'T TRY TO MAKE ME
I CAN NOT WATCH THIS HAPPEN
AND I HATE EVERYONE THAT HAS APART IN IT
HOW THE HELL CAN I SEE THIS
IN MY MIND
IN MY HEART IN MY SOUL
MY BROTHER LIVES
HE MOVED SO FAR AWAY I CANT SEE HIM AGAIN IS WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE
BUT HE IS NOT DEAD ,
SO WHY ARE THIS PEOPLE PLANNING A FUNERAL
THERE SICK AND THEY NEED HELP .
THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY
TROY IS ALIVE .....
07/17/68 - 02/28/10

AT 630PM TROY NOISE BEGIN TO BLEED A MEDIUM FLOW. WE TRIED TO STOP IT WITH EVERY METHOD KNOWN TO US. I GOT ONLINE AND DID A SEARCH ON NOISE BLEEDS. CAME UP WITH ONLY ONE OTHER OPTION , OTHER THAN THE METHODS ALREADY TRIED BY US , IT READ : GO TO THE HOSPITAL. SO TROY GOT UPSET AND SAT THERE TILL 11PM BLEEDING FROM THE NOISE..
OH YEAH I HAVE TO REWIND FOR A MINUTE, HE HAD FAINTED TWICE AS HE WAS HELPING A FRIEND MOO HIS LAWN. SO AS I WAS SAYING HE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL ON MAY 18 2009 AT 11PM, WITH A NOISE BLEED. TODAY MY BROTHER IS DEAD. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HAS HAPPEN. I DON'T GET HOW THIS HAPPEN . THEY SAID HE HAD LEUKEMIA , WHAT THE HELL. COME ON GIVE ME A BREAK , YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME . YOU CANT BE FOR REAL ABOUT THIS .
OK OK OK OK SO WHAT PEOPLE BEAT LEUKEMIA EVERYDAY .
HE IS STRONG HEALTHY IN EVERY AREA
SO HE
WE CAN BEAT THIS .......
02/28/10
9 MONTHS LATER HE HAS DIED ....
STILL I DON'T BELIEVE IT
I CAN'T RECEIVE IT
IN MY HEART I KNOW ITS TRUE
HE IS GONE
NOW THEY TALKING ABOUT A FUNERAL
WHAT THE HELL YOU SAY .
COME ON NOW..... MAN
ARE YOU FOR REAL
IS A THIS A JOKE
CAN I DO THIS
NO NO NO AND HELL NO
I WILL NOT
I CAN NOT
DON'T TRY TO MAKE ME
I CAN NOT WATCH THIS HAPPEN
AND I HATE EVERYONE THAT HAS APART IN IT
HOW THE HELL CAN I SEE THIS
IN MY MIND
IN MY HEART IN MY SOUL
MY BROTHER LIVES
HE MOVED SO FAR AWAY I CANT SEE HIM AGAIN IS WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE
BUT HE IS NOT DEAD ,
SO WHY ARE THIS PEOPLE PLANNING A FUNERAL
THERE SICK AND THEY NEED HELP .
THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY
TROY IS ALIVE .....
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