I AM SOME BODY WORTH RESPECT

FOR SOME TIME NOW I HAVE NOT REMEMBERED MY SELF WORTH . I ALOUD MYSELF TO ACCEPT LESS THAN WHO I AM. WITH EVERYTHING I DID MY JOB, MY LOVE LIFE EVEN IN THE RAISING OF MY CHILDREN. THE STRENGTH I KNOW I HAVE IN ME HAS NOT BEEN SHINING TO ITS HIGHEST LIGHT .








JANICE SAYS TODAY

I AM A DIME
LIKE A FINE BOTTLE OF WINE
DETERMINE MY WORTH WITH AGE
WHEN TASTED
SMOOTH TO THE LIPS
EASY AS I GO DOWN
LEAVING A LASTING TINGLE IN THE SOUL



I AM A DIAMOND A PRECIOUS STONE
SHINING SO COLORFUL AND BRIGHT
NOT TO BRIGHT YOU LOOSE SITE
WORTH MILLIONS WHEN CUT JUST RIGHT
TO BE TREASURED BY ALL

I AM JANICE WORTH YOUR RESPECT
NEVER SHOULD I HAVE TO ACCEPT LESS
WORTH BEING FIRST
AND IF I GIVE YOU A ME SECOND PASS
DON'T TAKE ME FOR GRANTED
I WILL LEAVE YOUR ASS

NO I AM NOT PERFECT
I KNOW
I STILL HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO
THAT'S NOT MY POINT TODAY
WHAT I'M HERE TO SAY IS
I AM A GOOD WOMAN I DESERVE RESPECT


SO I PRAY TODAY :
GOD FORGIVE ME FOR ALL MY SINS PAST, PRESENT, AND TO COME.

ITS OVER NOW !

YES I WILL FINISH SCHOOL
YES I WILL OWN MY OWN BUSINESS
YES I WILL PLAN PRECIOUS FUTURE
YES I WILL WRITE BEAUTIFUL STORIES
YES I WILL TAKE MORE BEAUTIFUL PICTURES
AMEN

SO TO THOSE ISSUES IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE CONTROLLED ME.
I SAY YOU HAVE NO MORE POWER MY FLAWS ARE NO LONGER THE LIGHT I SEE IN ME.
GOD HAS FORGIVING ME .

I WAS WONDERING IF I HAVE EVER LEFT A EVER LASTING IMPRESSION ON ANY MAN
DOES HE SIT UP AND THINK I SURE MISS JANICE
DOES HE LOOK BACK AND REGRET OUR BREAK UP
AM I THE WOMEN THE NEW WOMAN HAS TO HEAR ABOUT ALL THE TIME
WHEN I WAS WITH JANICE SHE WAS THE BEST
BRAGGING ABOUT HOW GOOD I WAS TO HIM AND FOR HIM
HOW HE LIKED MY COOKING AND THE WAY HIS CLOTHS SMELT AFTER I WASH THEM
HE BE WALKS AROUND THINKING OF THE WAY I WOULD RUB HIS BACK OR FEET
IN HIS MIND AM I
THE NEVER ENDING THOUGH OF
A TIME OF PEACE IN HIS LIFE
DOES HE WONDERS WHY WE DIDN'T MAKE IT
WISHING HE COULD HAVE ME BACK ONE DAY
DID HE WANT ME TO HAVE HIS BABY
IS HE DAY DREAMING ABOUT MY KISSES AND HUGS
I WONDER???????????

IF I COULD FLY

If I could fly I would shore so very high
I would travel the world take pictures from the shy
Oh God I would fly so high
When I land I would be kind to all my fellow man
Learn there languages live there cultures
Then off to the shy I go
to climb mountains
And walk throw snow

Piggy back on a camel over the sands
Oh God I would love a very animal i see
landing on there back every chance i get
rubbing there heads praying not to get bit
I would enjoy being chased by all types of cats
I would fly to the jungle post up in a tree in hopes that a monkey will play with me

I would fly so high in the rain
I would even try to fly in a hurricane
Throw a Toronto over a stormy sea
I be saying I wish all my friends and family could be doing this with me

I would have so much fun

If I could fly.

THE LIGHT IN YOU

LES B US


LET THE LIGHT IN YOU SHINE BRIGHT

DON’T BE AFRAID TO SHINE BRIGHT
LET THE WORLD SEE YOUR LIGHT
SHINE BRIGHT FOR ALL TO SEE
FOR GOD HAS GAVE THE GIFT TO SHINE TO THEE
YOUR ARE A STAR, LIGHTING UP THE SKY SHORING SO VERY HIGH ,

PLEASE DON’T BE AFRAID TO DO YOUR THING
IT TAKES A LOT OF WORK
YOU EVEN HAVE TO DEAL WITH A FEW JERKS
STAND UP IN WHO YOU ARE
IT WILL TAKE YOU FAR.
TAKE THAT CHANCE,
ONE DAY
THE HOLD WORLD WILL HAVE TO TAKE A GLANCE,INTO YOUR DREAM COME TRUE, YOU DOING YOU . YOUR LIGHT IS A BEAUTIFUL SITE TO SEE.......
SHINE, SHINE, SHINE, SHINE ,

……KEEP WORKING HARD DON’T BE AFRAID MY STAR
SUCCESS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK SO TO SPEAK.
PUSH HARD
PUSH FIRM
PUSH CONSISTENTLY .

I HEARD:
MOST SUCCESSFUL PEOPLE FAIL SIX TIMES BEFORE THEY MAKE IT .
WE FALL DOWN BUT WE GET UP.
WHEN YOU DONE ALL YOU CAN DO STAND.
LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES.
KNOW WHEN TO FOLD THEM KNOW WHEN TO HOLD THEM.
PRACTICE MAKE PREFECT.
PRAYER WORKS.



P.S HAVE FAITH IN YOUR CHILDREN YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT GROUND THEY MAY BREAK

INTERNET, WHAT!!!!!!!!!

BOLD AND BEAUTIFUL !!!!! SMART AND SEXY!!! THE THINGS I GO THROW>> TO MAINTAIN. I'M SO HARD. RHIANNA IS TELLING IT ALL . I'M JUST A INTERNET LOVER.
I CAN WRITE WHATS ON MY MIND. SAY HI TO FRIENDS AROUND THE WORLD. LOL AT THERE POST . WHEN BORED I CAN FIND ALL TYPE OF SHYT TO READ , YOUR BUSINESS, HER BUSINESS THEY BUSINESS (I'M REAL NOISY), A BOOK TO READ, PLAY A GAME .
TRUST IS THE KEY TO ANY RELATIONSHIP.
I POST THIS TO SAY TO THE WORLD,
I LIKE TO WRITE ANYWHERE I CAN .
I LIKE TO READ ANYTIME I CAN .
SOME TIMES I PUT MYSELF OUT THERE .
O WELL LOVE ME OR LEAVE ME .
BUT DON'T JUDGE ME. SINCE SOME PEOPLE DON'T LISTEN, SOMETIME YOU HAVE TO WRITE THEM A NOTE .
AND IF THIS IS THE PLACE TO DO IT THAN SO BE IT .

P.S.
WHAT GOD HAS FOR YOU IT IS FOR YOU. NO MAN, WOMAN, CHILD, INTERNET,SO FORTH AND SO ON CAN TAKE IT AWAY..................

BACK TO SCHOOL I GO

I am forty, let me say that.
Back to college at my age, how will I do this?
I will do this, I know I can ?
These are some of the things I think about when I’m at home drain storming about what to do with my life.
You see I have been working for 17teen years in the insurance broker/agent business, a promising care. Yet I still have not moved up the corporate latter to financial success.
I took a good look at my work habits, all good.
I took a good look at my production, all good.
I took a good look at my customer skills, all good.
I took a good look at everyone around me that had moved up the corporate latter, and are very financially successful.
One big difference between them and me is education, awards, certificates and degrees.
The one thing I don’t have. The one thing I have not put forth an effort to do, in order to expand my career.

As of Feb. 8Th 2010 I will be attending school A. V. college.
Wow……………………………….................................!!!!!!
Again I am forty years of age.
I don’t want to go into what took me so long in this blog.
I do want to say I’m glad I have got to it as of now.

O yeah I was saying ….
The one thing I needed most, to get ahead in my career,
Took me the most time to get to.
So I ask myself why woman, you so smart you know it all?
Than I said to myself,
You did everything you could to avoid school.
Gave yourself every reason why you did’t need to go back to school.

You have a lot of skills, work experience, knowledge of the Insurance industry, your an excellent broker and agent.
Wow
The employers eat me up and spit out.
They silently said : Not even an A. A. degree, we can use her. Yes!
Does she need us more than we need her? Yes!
Where she going to find a better job with no degree?
She can demand more, treaten to leave,
Lol
Where she going
With her education status she is at top pay.

To make a long story short to avoid drifting off to another subject, let me say this.

Education is very important in life
When you want to get ahead, in this corporate world of business
No matter how many skill you have.
With out a degree you may find yourself waiting for that big brake the rest of your life.
Or like me back to school at forty.
Lesson learned today.
It’s never too late for progress
Sometimes you can’t just move past your mistakes made,
You sometimes have to go back and fix those mistakes made.

P. S.
Children stay in school; aim for completing college, high school is good, college is great.
You can never be too educated.
Grown folks if you need to get back in school do it.